Poem

Everyday I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders,
me and my family get further not closer,
what am I do to,
with a family like you,
I beg the lord like I'm gasping for my last breathe,
maybe it's his way of giving me a test,
because I feel I have failed I sit in my room waiting for sanity,
the memories of my past flash through my head so quickly,
I watch the world around me play like a movie,
the only problem is it's moving so slowly.